This week my partner and I are going to be flying to go to a wedding and then from there renting a car and driving to see my parents for a few days after.

I feel weird that I'm mostly not being a horrible ball of nerves incapable of doing anything in the days leading up to it and I'm not sure if it's just because it hasn't hit me yet or if this is what it feels like to not be an anxious mess when I normally would be and it's just what things are like all the time for normal people.